Okay, theres somthin goin on in my life and like its really driving me nuts... i think everybody has gone down this road before, but i dont know what the outcome is going to be. Sometimes im hopeful, but the more fake i act about it, the worst it feels its going to get. if I act real, it might mess things up. So I just have to sit there and wait. Which sucks cause time is the thing that I dont really have lately. Starting med school in september, I want somthin to look forward to when I get back. We'll see how things work out for me, and in the end of the day, everything that happened what probably better for me in the eyes of Allah (SWT).

I just pray for patience...

Salaam,

Abbas